I get that. I also grew up in the suburbs. I guess what makes me feel reassured is that whenever I you know go outside And interact in black spaces I have always felt more than welcomed. In fact if I do seem a bit awkward that just makes people go out of their way to reassure me and welcome me more. As long as you’re not putting on a façade, I don’t think anyone is going to reject you out of hand. Well, I mean, there may be a few people, but definitely not the majority at all. I should clarify that I always feel awkward at all times just a tiny bit. Not that being from the suburbs makes me feel awkward if that makes sense. People just sense, my awkward energy and make assumptions.