My dear peeps, I reclaim the daily posting, thank you Rosamundi for the break. I pledged for today Friday and I failed. Was almost to two years July 8th. We are not perfect. I tell everyone it’s about the journey and count your successes, not the flat tire/ speed bump in the journey. Know I am not infallible. I’m not sure if that is a positive or a negative today. But I want to be honest. I’ve had a few days of cryptic posting because I was not strong… horrible words… It was my last day off… and I succumbed. I should have reached out. One more day. I couldn’t. My kid had a sleepover tonight and a private night. The inner voice won. But it’s ok. The spiritual part of me tells myself everything happens for a reason. 🧐

I am still a part of this daily journey, today/ tonight more so than ever. I feel awful (physically). What timing. My schedule has been off, so I will be posting closer to new date line for now as it suits my schedule a little. We also have a member in New Zealand who struggling with us and while he does not post here frequently, we are in touch DM monthly’ish at minimum the past year but I’m hoping he sees this today. Thanks for the rant. Not meant to be a pity party, I need to be human today. I think I’m on my 15th edit and feel good enough to indulge in some cheesecake. See you all in 24 hours. 😘