I’ve been trying to get my life back on track and thought part of that might be reconnecting with people. So i just sent a few text but holy shit my social anxiety brutal, like I have no idea how I’m going to calm down for the rest of the day. Like I know the worst that can happen is i just get ignored but I guess part of me is worried someone is going to text back “fuck you I’m glad you’re out of my life.” Ugh this sucks.
Right there with you. In my old age I’ve come to terms with being an obnoxious fuck so now I just barge in and out of people’s lives as they need me. All my relationships got tossed on their head recently and it’s pretty interesting how many other people have wanted to spend more time with me.