Not every dip shit has NPD and having NPD doesn’t necessarily make you a dip shit

I struggle with empathy and I rather not even be in a group if I’m not actively noticed, I end up doing shit negative or positive to bet attention because it just makes me feel good

I didn’t use to feel this way but I unknowingly acted this way before I learnt I had NPD

For me it became a cycle of moving communities, making friends real or not, lying or showing off to become prominent then leaving or becoming harsh and unfriendly when I stagnate