(Note:rely on the homeowner for income and shelter, can’t just move easily and have mental issues)
It’s the worst of both worlds. Simultaneously I’m isolated from the city and have to drive to do absolutely anything, all of the people here are racist entitled assholes. Simultaneously its not isolated enough like a small town so theres no way to organize any independence or feel safe from troubles in said city, or to have any sense of community. There’s Simultaneously too many people and too little people, too much space and too little space.
Your last part reminds me of my childhood friend where my group of friends and I used to high out at in high school. He lives in a ridiculously large villa in a post neighborhood. We were outside playing some soccer and we had the cops called on us lol. Someone reported a disturbance in the neighbourhood.
I tell you what, the cops never showed up when dealers and crack heads terrorized my hood lol.
Be outside. It is good for you and your family.