I am currently on vacation and going to the beach sucks because I see these girls my age and think “Holy shit, I want to look like that.” But then I get heavy impostor syndrome. Maybe this is just me being attracted and wanting to be trans, so my brain makes it think it’s envious when it’s just attracted? So, how do you tell envy from attraction?
I have had similar thoughts as well as a cis gay man. Do I find this guy attractive, or do I want to be this guy. It’s sometimes hard to tell the difference.