One of the questions I get frequently is „How long is long enough“. And there is no answer to that. Whatever you can tolerate and whatever is still fun. Because a lot of things sound hot, but then reality gets boring. For example, if I told Luke he‘s not cumming till summer, it would be hot at the moment, but then it would get quite boring. At least that‘s how I see it, it could work for some. That‘s why I don‘t have any release schedule, so I can decide on a whim how I like it. The only thing Luke knows is that the longer he went without cumming the better his chances of any individual session ending with me taking pity on him and jerking him off are. But there is certainly a lovely thrill in not knowing 🤭

Which brings me to this session. I loved the closeup shot of the edging session I did a few weeks ago, so I told him to sit there pretty much how it happened last time. It‘s been a while since I let him cum, so I could see Luke was having some expectations. I didn‘t say anything but I think I can read him pretty well 😈 Also it‘s hard not to have expectations when you are stripped down to your cage in front of me. I didn‘t feel like getting naked, but I wore a lingerie I know he loves, to give him something pretty to look at. 😊

I‘ve played with his cage for a while. Sometimes I still can‘t believe I am his keyholder, but then I grab it in my hand and realize how real it actually is. When I felt like he was desperate enough to get out I unlocked his cage and started gently stroking. I really feel like the penis pump is making a difference. He didn’t get immediately hard, but when he got I could feel his dick was rock solid. Which is quite hot. And will be twice as hot when I play with him flaccid eventually. I mean, there is no fun in taking „away“ what he can‘t have. 🤭 So maintaining the ability to get rock hard only to keep him caged almost 100% of the time is twisted and I love it. Luke isn‘t so fond of his morning erections though, but that‘s a sacrifice I am willing to make … besides, if he ever hopes to have a chance of fucking me again, I won‘t put up with Mr limpy 🤭

I wanted him as horny as possible, though I am sure my pussy-worshipping session earlier helped a lot with that. So I gave him a few edges. I wanted to see precum dripping before I took it any further, which didn‘t take all long. I guess his balls must’ve been pretty full. Well, the thing is I never had an intention of letting him have an orgasm. He has to accept that I own that dick and he has no say what’s going to happen with it. So no matter how horny he is, if I want to let all that cum just dribble out, then that’s what’s going to happen. I want Luke to never know how the session will end. And while I originally didn’t plan to humiliate him any further, when I saw the ropes of cum, I just had to give him a taste. He’s lucky it was ruined because that way he was at least left horny for it. I think the most intense cum eating is when I let him have a full one. Which is going to happen for sure as well, as lately I’ve been enjoying seeing him swallowing it after himself, so he better be ready for it 🤭

Though Luke can’t lie about not being aroused by it as well, because he gets always squirmy when I mention any kind of humiliation. So, too bad … if I am not sure, I’ll just ask his dick, since that can’t lie 😈

  • DelvianSeek@lemmynsfw.com
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    5 months ago

    Fantastic ruin, and love reading your thoughts and musings on it. Just a thought, on the point about deciding on a whim what you are going to do vs. having a release schedule - aside from the boredom factor (which is definitely real), I’ve read some dommes also say that release schedules and unlock dates and stuff take away their power in the situation. That if they’re supposed to be in charge, then it should be entirely their decision, rather than them being slave to a calendar. As a sub, that resonates with me as well. Does that enter your thinking at all?

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      5 months ago

      That’s something I one hundred percent agree with and it’s part of the reason I don’t like schedules, or dice or other things that determines my sub fate for me 😄