I don’t have any advice or help for you because I’m in a somewhat similar situation as you. I was also a good student (not quite straight A, but close enough) and thought my education would also give me some form of agency over my life. That, of course, turned out to be completely untrue due to various factors outside my control. I also thought moving out of my small town would give me a fresh start and allow me to finally live a normal life… which never really happened either.

All I can say is I’m sorry this is happening to you, comrade. If you need to talk or vent, my DMs are open

Seconded! I have learned so much about AuDHD from ReadFanon.

If you decide to look into it, just be aware that it may take a while to find the right meds and dosage that works for you. I was so excited to finally have an end to this problem after hearing so many people talk about how miraculous meds were for them, but it took me a few months of trial and error to find the right dosage (something that I think I’m getting closer to but we’re still figuring it out). They do help but don’t get your hopes up expecting miracles (like me, stupidly).

Are you me? I can sit in front of a computer for hours looking at the most braindead/useless slop, yet I can’t drag my ass to do things I actually WANT to do (like write a novel), or sometimes, even the things I NEED to do (like brush my teeth). ADHD meds work to a certain degree, but even then there’s still a bit of a block between wanting to do something and then following through with it. It sucks. I wish I didn’t struggle with it so much but that’s the brain I’m stuck with.

I find it deeply uncomfortable that even when people here are making fun of chuds, like saying something a chud would say but ironically, they’ll still use language that is racist towards Asians. Like using “Oriental” instead of Asian, using terms like “Asiatic and Mongol (horde)” calling Chinese people dogs, making it seem like all the dudes in Japan are hentai-loving creeps who are barely even socialised (sometimes I get an “oh, Japan…” vibe when people are talking about really gross anime like it’s just part of the Japanese brainpan to be so disgusting), and all the men in Occupied Korea are misogynists. Like yeah, Japan and Korea have a misogyny problem, they produce gross anime and games… but so do westerners. I’m not even sticking up for Japan and SK - but in my opinion, some criticism almost borders on orientalism. Ironic racism is still racism, even if we’re making fun of white (or possibly even POC) chuds saying/thinking it. I dunno, it just rubs me the wrong way.

Ah yes, western democracy at work

Who is buying this? Why?

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They’re running out of diapers and getting scared.

But in all seriousness, that’s disgusting and infuriating and I hope you and everyone you know are safe

I’ve been enjoying this channel so far. It’s from a Palestinian perspective and deals with subjects such as colonialism, the genocide in occupied Palestine, racism, and Indigenous issues. Also +1 to Boy Boy.

EDIT: This channel is full of short, hilarious skits mocking western double standards, especially on Palestine.

I am an opportunist. If the pro-Skubs look like they’re winning, I too shall be pro-Skub. However, if the anti-Skubs are victorious, then I’ve always been anti-Skub.

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Right now I’m taking a break to see if it’ll help, but I highly doubt I’ll want to go back after it’s over. It feels like something got lifted off my shoulders too. Thanks for sharing, comrade - I’m glad the uncertainty didn’t last and it gives me hope that mine won’t, either.

Bro, just say you’re a certified paedophile and go - no need for the thought experiments

Thanks, that means a lot

Hope it goes well for you! Sucks that it pays so little, but it definitely sounds more (spiritually/morally?) rewarding than what you were doing before. I’m not great with kids so it’s not gonna work out for me

Now, if only I could find some work like that, that actually contributes to a stronger sense of security like that described by Maslow’s hierarchy.

Same here. I hope you find it too. Though in this capitalist hellscape, there’s a better chance of finding a needle in a haystack

Dipshit had “VOTE RON PAUL” bullshit all over his LinkedIn profile

Why am I not surprised

Soon, will rank for the VERY lucrative keywords of tankie, ppb, and beanis. If anyone has some beanis or beanis-related products they wanna sell, now’s the time