Probably my mental state. My first week on HRT was miserable because I was already super depressed, but I also had TONS of uncertainty about my identity and anxiety about the future for trans people in my country. All the HRT did at first was make me feel more numb and give me a lot of sexual complications, so it felt like my body wasn’t working and it was maybe the most dysphoric I’d ever been.
But then, on week 2 I suddenly wanted to get out of bed? And I could feel emotions again? Food tasted better!? Idk what it was that first week but I’m glad I struggled through it, because now it feels like I’m actually LIVING for the first time in my life. I don’t think it would be an exaggeration to say that every aspect of my life changed for the better. I can enjoy even the mundane, I suddenly have goals I could achieve, I feel closer to all of my loved ones, I can laugh, I CAN EVEN CRY NOW!
Other than that, the sexual changes were very unexpectedly intense, and I mean that in the best way possible haha.
I’ve been looking for something like this now that I’m getting back into fitness!
I do want to mention that the article’s advice on tucking feels a bit unsafe, though. I personally avoid tucking when working out because if something gets uncomfortable or hurts during some workouts, you can’t always do something about it right away. Like, if you’re lifting or using some machines, it’s can be hard or impossible to adjust.
Always remember safety first, especially when exercising! Tuck responsibly!