I enjoy the novelty of meditating in shorts and a t shirt in the cold rain in public.

I love how there are different paths to enlightenment like Teks for growing mushrooms. Some people talk about them very similarly and it makes me happy.

Eh, it’s a dialectic. I am perpetually coming up with things to say and I rarely find the opportunity to say any of it. I just need to work on greetings or something ig.

I can talk ok but I do not know how to approach someone, acknowledge them without being first acknowledged, or build relationships let alone looking most people in the eye without getting pretty anxious. Even when I’m lucky not to initiate I’ve only felt “connected” to people for very brief moments.

Pay dues -> get aid? I guess if it’s for those in need in the group it’s like a co-op bank or something?

Darn, I was hopeful I could be shown my true potential for use by the nearest Maoist guerrilla army.

What if the eco-fascists saying Covid was the earth trying to cleanse itself were right?

I have gone days laughing at the absurdity of thinking. More often the thoughts fight themselves. Today was the latter but I was reminded of the exercise to ask who is perceiving what I think I perceive. “Who thinks this, who thinks that,” makes it sound like my mind is treating me like a dog and that is fun/ny.

What if you just think you’re hot

I just hear someone say they couldn’t be vegetarian because they wouldn’t get enough food. Just eat more it’s not that hard. I’m vegan and I probably eat too much.

It bothers me when “comrades” do not know their enemy. I’ve even seen lemmygradders lump in different groups in a more problematic manner. Investigate how the defenders of capital conceptualize and distinguish themselves. Self crit.

Well, I’m tired half the time, but still.

Not even tired: just AuDHD.

Of course, the other material conditions. How would we give a bunch of random people hormones without communism anyway?

I have straight hair and probably wash it too much. Are you supposed to just get it wet and not add stuff? I think I heard someone irl suggest more shampoo less conditioner lol.

Heartwarming :3

Hear me out; what if we just gave everyone with treatment resistant depression and dissociation a taste of HRT and saw what happened?

Testosterone and neurodivergence moment?

Do you have other symptoms? Neurodivergences are neurodevelopmental disorders so the question is what were you like as a child?

I have been diagnosed with Autism and ADHD and do not feel any emotions or feel any connection with other people, so it’s possible. It looks like you’re dissociating, which could be caused by regular trauma or neurodivergent sensory/social/expectational trauma.