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3 days agodoes anyone know how long it usually takes for walgreens to restock estradiol valerate? i switched to injections and i still have two weeks left of my pills but i guess id like to know if i need to start calling other pharmacies
nathanfieldertulpa [she/her]
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my cis lesbian friend tried to call me out on that pre-egg crack but i was too dense to understand what she meant
35·12 days agoive even seen other leftists (and not just the stupidpol/red scare types) use the r slur. like, i know you know how bad that word is, why the fuck are you still saying it
i watched i saw the glow earlier (it has torrents up for it now so go watch it if you havent yet) and i dont rly have words to describe how it effected me. but ive been on the verge of crying all day lmao
does anyone have any advice for wig shopping? i wear an XL (men’s) hat and none of these wigs that im seeing online fit me lmao
coming out almost always creates a rubber band effect for me. it’s like the vulnerability of it all is extremely triggering? and depending on my closeness to the person/people it can take me anywhere between a couple days to a week or two to emotionally recover. i think this is somewhat common bc i’ve seen trans people on reddit talk about it too
i’ve never had issues with the suburban (red state) grocery store pharmacies i’ve gone to, if that makes you feel any better. i still get a bit of anxiety every time but it’s become v routine
would it be too on the nose if i saw this movie in boymode
i started listening to a lot of r&b at the start of my transition too!! in general i just listened to more female artists as i questioned harder and eventually transitioned. i think the main thing was that i let myself listen to poppy/fruity music without feeling bad abt it
venting
i love getting deadnamed without a correction/apology by someone i’ve been out to for 4 months :))))
i sent you a DM, if anyone else wants a list just dm me
i follow a bunch of communist transfems on tumblr and it’s so much better for my mental health than any trans subreddit is, you could give that a try
cw: dysphoria, chronic illness
how can i tell if im actually non binary or if im just stepping outside the binary as a coping mechanism for impostor syndrome/dysphoria? i’ve been too chronically ill (long covid) and depressed to really take care of myself lately and i haven’t really been able to see her in the mirror in what feels like months. and i felt like i was getting used to my chosen name but now it almost feels grating. but i dont know if that’s because it’s a reminder of the healthy girl i thought i was becoming pre-transition or if im just not a woman. idk im 20 months into HRT and 15 months into long covid and i felt so sure of myself before i got sick. but it seems like this sickness has made a huge mess of my identity and idk how to fix it
i wish i could give a more comprehensive response to this rn but i’ve been on HRT for 20 (holy shit) months and i tried to read whipping girl while questioning and i felt a lot of the same things that you’re describing
6·3 months agostar wars d6 was pretty fun. and i dont even like star wars
i switched to injections and restarted prog and i feel so much better now??? like a lot of my dysphoria just fuckin disappeared a few hours after my first shot. maybe it’s just a placebo effect but i should be able to see where my levels were at w the pills on monday. ive had a feeling abt them being low but im not sure if it was all in my head