I have a phone call a to crisis centers who told me “you don’t have a crisis” and hung up on me. I have a recording of an on-call psychiatrist tossing me out of the ER after saying “don’t try making this my responsibility” after I literally said I’m afraid I’ll hurt myself or others, and asked what happens if I walk out of there and toss myself under a truck. “Don try making this my responsibility.” Like, my man, it’s literally your legal duty ffs.
I’ve got photos of an isolation cell the cops put me because they denied me my prescription meds and I went a bit cuckoo from the way they treated me. (absolutely no information of rights I didn’t know if I was detained or arrested or to be put in prison), and I drew over 300 words in my own blood on the walls. No-one helped. Up for three days, supposedly under supervision. The only thing I got was them cutting off my water and snide remarks bullying me on the radio.
Several dozen doctors who’ve just dismissed me.
Literally all of my family and friends, when I even carefully try to talk about suicidal ideation, they’ll cut me off for months and months. My mom hasn’t rang me for several years to ask me how I am. Yet they all pretend it’s my fault and my personal failing that I’m not getting help, because every single one thinks “not my responsibility”, and that includes an on-call psychiatrist I told I’m afraid of harming people.
So yeah, kindly fuck off with your victim blaming.
I can upload some data for you.
I have a phone call a to crisis centers who told me “you don’t have a crisis” and hung up on me. I have a recording of an on-call psychiatrist tossing me out of the ER after saying “don’t try making this my responsibility” after I literally said I’m afraid I’ll hurt myself or others, and asked what happens if I walk out of there and toss myself under a truck. “Don try making this my responsibility.” Like, my man, it’s literally your legal duty ffs.
I’ve got photos of an isolation cell the cops put me because they denied me my prescription meds and I went a bit cuckoo from the way they treated me. (absolutely no information of rights I didn’t know if I was detained or arrested or to be put in prison), and I drew over 300 words in my own blood on the walls. No-one helped. Up for three days, supposedly under supervision. The only thing I got was them cutting off my water and snide remarks bullying me on the radio.
Several dozen doctors who’ve just dismissed me.
Literally all of my family and friends, when I even carefully try to talk about suicidal ideation, they’ll cut me off for months and months. My mom hasn’t rang me for several years to ask me how I am. Yet they all pretend it’s my fault and my personal failing that I’m not getting help, because every single one thinks “not my responsibility”, and that includes an on-call psychiatrist I told I’m afraid of harming people.
So yeah, kindly fuck off with your victim blaming.