So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
As I don’t see it already mentioned - needle felting. It’s really fun, simple to learn yet hard to master and can be a great creative outlet. I’m still a beginner myself, but have already managed to make some okay looking things, and as you get better the things you make can be great small gifts for friends and family.
I believe there are some fairly inexpensive beginner’s kits you could get that contain everything to get you started, and youtube has some really nice tutorials. There are also several ebooks with needle felting ideas and templates. What I like to do, to not feel too bad when my thing looks nothing like the thing in the picture, is to look up a tutorial to get a basic idea and then amend according to my ability and colors I have available.
In any case and whatever you end up actually doing, I really hope you find something you enjoy.