I think it falls into the dysphoria category. I am constantly uncomfortable in my body and it has only gotten worse the more I consider things. It feels too large, too manish, too hairy, its gross and I hate it. My body feels like a prison I am lugging around. I haven’t gotten to try much girl stuff so I haven’t really felt much gender euphoria.
what would you gain right now from knowing you were trans?
I would feel legitimate and like I have a plan to go forward with.
it took my egg years to crack but i can tell you once i tried it ‘shaving just a like bit to see how it feels’ things went QUICK. Shaving my dark hair off was like cleaning my body and for the first time ever I looked upon my body with love and compassion and I wanted to take care of it. I have like fallen in love with mtself and care about myself and it’s transformative.
I wasn’t sure I was a girl until i let myself see if i liked it and boy howdy do I love it i’m never going back.
dysphoria
I think it falls into the dysphoria category. I am constantly uncomfortable in my body and it has only gotten worse the more I consider things. It feels too large, too manish, too hairy, its gross and I hate it. My body feels like a prison I am lugging around. I haven’t gotten to try much girl stuff so I haven’t really felt much gender euphoria.
I would feel legitimate and like I have a plan to go forward with.
it took my egg years to crack but i can tell you once i tried it ‘shaving just a like bit to see how it feels’ things went QUICK. Shaving my dark hair off was like cleaning my body and for the first time ever I looked upon my body with love and compassion and I wanted to take care of it. I have like fallen in love with mtself and care about myself and it’s transformative.
I wasn’t sure I was a girl until i let myself see if i liked it and boy howdy do I love it i’m never going back.
I already shave a lot, its the visible stuff that I still want to. I really like how you put that, it really does feeling like cleaning my body.
That sounds amazing, I hope I feel like that eventually.
I highly recommend reading this, https://freethoughtblogs.com/nataliereed/2012/04/17/the-null-hypothecis/