nothings happened yet wtf! where’s my instantaneous magical girl transformation?

seriously tho, i expected some mental change based on how ppl describe the euphoria of being on E, but ig that takes time just like the physical changes.

i can wait tho, i was so indescribably happy last night after injecting. i was tearing up and cuddling with my gf and had amazing sleep. it feels like a new chapter of my life that im more optimistic and joyful for than ive ever been! been waiting almost two years for this moment 🥹

thank you hexbear! i dont know how much longer it would have taken for me to discover my transness if i wasn’t a part of the site with the best trans community on the internet!

and im moving to a medium sized city in a month so ill be in a good place to transition compared to the rural area where i live

i am DIY and made four vials a couple weeks ago. then yesterday i sterilized them at 130C for 30 minutes, pretty easy in oil if you have a digital probe thermometer (i think ppl call them candy thermometers).

my regimen is 11 mg estradiol enanthate stabbed into my butt every 14 days. im planning on getting a blood test in 3 months and adjusting. p sure ill have to up the dose bc im 6’ and 200 lbs. prob gonna try to add progesterone in 6 months to a year even tho the studies on that haven’t been too promising in it helping transfems. prog can actually be pretty cheap if you DIY and mix a powder with coconut/cocoa oil and take it rectally.

  • Black_Mald_Futures [any]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    5 days ago

    Either way imo absolutely do not sterilize an injection drug by just boiling water, and that includes like all the tools used to inject obviously

    Im drunk r/n and haven’t been in school for a decade but if i wanted to sterilize a needle i’d dip it in isopropyl alcohol and light it on fire. That was how we sterilized glass stirrers in my microbiology classes at least so i think it’d work okay for steel needles (uhhh idk what needles are made of maybe check that)

    • Chronicon [they/them]@hexbear.netEnglish
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      5 days ago

      I mean pretty much everyone I’ve seen just uses one-time-use pre-sterilized needles to inject. Insulin needles are easy to get. I’m assuming that part is safe, if not we owe diabetics a huge apology.

      Fire would not be a great idea, I think it would be likely to leave residue on the needle depending on the flame source, potentially mess up the heat treatment of the metal, etc. And thankfully not a concern with pre-sterilized needles.

      • Black_Mald_Futures [any]@hexbear.netEnglish
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        5 days ago

        Fire would not be a great idea, I think it would be likely to leave residue on the needle depending on the flame source

        I think also we might have used straight ethanol but that felt wrong because there are a lot of weird tax/legal implications/students could have drank it/etc etc, but I think isopropyl might leave residue, idk

        And thankfully not a concern with pre-sterilized needles.

        my b I don’t really inject things because I don’t like needles and did not think to realize that they would come pre-sterilized and not also be part of a DIY thing. That’s p. dumb of me u_u