Idk if it’s because I changed my hrt dose/method or because seasonal depression is finally lifting (prob both) but I’ve felt SO GOOD physically over the last few weeks. Like I’m bubbly and bouncy and loud and I love it.
Also, finally comfortable wearing a dress in public- 2 years into my transition and it finally happened, I get to feel cute now. Interesting how much of my resistance to that was internal- in my most intense period of questioning before the one that led to my egg cracking, I actually bought a dress just to see, and I didn’t feel anything and I went back deeper into the closet. It feels like I’m finally getting the feeling I was expecting to get then
Oh also I’ve been gone from here for a couple months because I was getting really wrapped up in just super intense transmisogymy on tumblr. That part wasn’t so good
Idk if it’s because I changed my hrt dose/method or because seasonal depression is finally lifting (prob both) but I’ve felt SO GOOD physically over the last few weeks. Like I’m bubbly and bouncy and loud and I love it.
Also, finally comfortable wearing a dress in public- 2 years into my transition and it finally happened, I get to feel cute now. Interesting how much of my resistance to that was internal- in my most intense period of questioning before the one that led to my egg cracking, I actually bought a dress just to see, and I didn’t feel anything and I went back deeper into the closet. It feels like I’m finally getting the feeling I was expecting to get then
Oh also I’ve been gone from here for a couple months because I was getting really wrapped up in just super intense transmisogymy on tumblr. That part wasn’t so good