Pride’s over everyone! It’s now illegal to be gay again.
Closed off pride month just in time by sleeping with a trans micro-celebrity, attending a nice queer party with my friends and then taking my gal pal home for the most intense play sessions we’ve ever had. Pretty crazy weekend, at some point i actually cried with joy that this is my life now and that i get to meet all these wonderful, amazing people. If somebody would’ve shown me pics of my dates from last weekend and present-day me 3 years ago in my questioning phase, i would not have believed them that it could be real. But here i am. God, i love being trans, coming out is the best thing i ever did.
i love being a non binary woman!!!
GOD I LOVE BEING WEAPONIZED FOR ISLAMOPHOBIC AND RACIST REASONS I LOVE MY GENDER IDENTITY BEING USED TO JUSTIFY THE DEATHS OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE I LOVE RIGHT WING PRICKS ONLY RECOGNIZING MY HALF EXISTING WHEN MY OTHER HALF IS BEING ATTACKED
I’m not far in my transition at all, I started dressing a bit differently but due to medical reasons I can’t bind. Someone called me a young man today though and I didn’t expect it.
I’ve been gender ambiguous before so it’s not really new to me for people to assume I’m a guy but it feels differently now that I know I’m actually trans.
More and more people getting their eggs broken by the bear site
So I don’t have cancer
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Meep meep I used to post here like 1-2yrs ago and now i am back.
Happy to report my tits have DOUBLED IN SIZE since the last time I posted. Progesterone rips, one of the greatest drugs of all time, highly recommend
The trans group chat im in is too lib :(
I wish I had someone who could just do my makeup for me.
The idea of having to look at myself without it keeps me from doing it at all.
It gets easier! The first time I did my own eyeliner wing I cried because of how good I looked…and cried off the wings
If you can manage it you could always try a hand mirror if you are doing your eye make up. You see less but it may help
I’ve started E about 40 something days ago, I feel good about it, the mental effects are nice, and I’m seeing some physical effects already which is also good
I’m doing estrogen monotherapy using gel, homemade, and it has been working well as far as I can tell, I haven’t gotten any blood work done but I’m planning on it soon
I’m also experimenting with a different form https://stickies.neocities.org/stickies buccal absorb type things, I made some without estrogen and they seem to stick on very well and dissolve slowly, but it’s kind of uncomfortable, I don’t know if I’d get used to it or not, so not sure whether to make dosed one or not.
Speaking of guides, I’m writing a guide on how to make gel at home, not 100% sure where I should post it when I’m done, but it’s gonna be more thorough than anything I found while doing research to make my gel
Had my first face-to-face conversation with my dad after telling him I’m trans and he really wants to remind me a lot of people regret surgeries
:yea: I really need to actually try girl stuff in real life to move forward. Just thinking about it isn’t helping me understand.
Last injection post because I can’t do this every week but 4TH INJECTION LETS GOOOOO
If you ever need to bully a cis person, you could always say something like, “Nice name… DID YOUR MOM PICK IT OUT FOR YOU??”
In honor of current twitter trans discourse:
CW: a lot of text, transphobia
BRIDGET — “Um…Sorry…But I can’t keep coming to the reading group. I’m leaving the country next month…”
LOGIC [Easy: Success] — Bridget was born to an aristrocratic family in Sur-la-Clef. She’s probably moving back in with them.
RHETORIC — Trans-sexuals are supposed to be our comrades-in-arms. They’re supposed to put their lives on the line to fight the “class war,” not flee when things suddenly get too tough! LOGIC — She’s an aristocrat. An Occidental settler. Of course she flees when life becomes slightly more difficult.
ENCYCLOPEDIA [Legendary: Success] — For every reál a typical Revacholian worker makes, a trans-sexual woman makes only sixty centims. The poverty rate of trans-sexual adults is twenty-nine percent. Six hundred and twenty bills that target trans-sexuals have been considered this year within the Coalition, making this year the fifth consecutive record-breaking year. In terms of gendered oppression, trans-sexual women are the women of women. LOGIC — Hold up. Leaving the country requires a passport and a lot of money. Any trans-sexuals that are fleeing can’t be that poor.
SHIVERS [Godly: Success] — Two blocks south from the Bank of the World building stands the Tricentennial headquarters. A computer engineer sits alone in her office on the fifteenth floor. Scattered papers and piles of tapes adorn her desk.
VISUAL CALCULUS [Impossible: Success] — Her bangs obscure a very subtle widow’s peak, and the slight contraction of her neck muscles suggests she is raising her laryngeal protuberance to make it appear smaller. You can’t know for certain, but this may well be an underground trans-sexual. LOGIC — She’s far too pretty to be a trans-sexual. You’re over-analyzing her.
PERCEPTION [Medium: Success] — There’s a pretty trans-sexual right in front of you, idiot! ENCYCLOPEDIA [Trivial: Success] — After months of psychological review, a trans-sexual woman diagnosed with sexual incongruence disorder may be prescribed estradiol and a gonadotropin releasing hormone agonist in order to cause feminization of the face and body. Finasteride and facial feminization surgery can also reverse masculinization of the hairline and skull.
REACTION SPEED — Facial feminization surgery? You’ve looked into that. It costs tens of thousands. LOGIC — You could buy a Fevre with that money. A member of the working class could never afford it. ENCYCLOPEDIA [Medium: Success] — “Innocence of Capital” argues that communists must possess as little capital as possible in order to keep their thinking uncorrupted by it. LOGIC — Ergo, trans-sexuals who have had surgery cannot be working class. BRIDGET — “So…yeah. Does anyone have any questions?” PERCEPTION — Entire minutes have passed since Bridget said she was leaving the country. You have no idea what else was said. RHETORIC — She’s not coming back. This is your last chance to ask any questions about the trans-sexual underground.
YOU — (Whisper.) “Are trans-sexuals bourgeois?”
